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WNDW

by Rxbyn

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1.
Intro 01:21
[Instrumental] [Couple arguing while baby cries in the background] [Glass breaks as the music builds] *Inhales* Don't leave yet
2.
Glass House 03:40
Daddy was a no show And mommy was a hustler And we could've had a happy home If only he could stay off the drugs Dria was too young And Nay Nay saw it all too much And I was just a child when He said Papa's time was up Glass house Welcome to our glass house Please come in our glass house Welcome in our glass house Don't leave yet I'm 16 and we're homeless Cause step daddy walked out Tryna cope with all this stress But the cries were too loud, yeah I'm hiding my tears, I'm trying to pray But it just kept feeling like no one was listening (So I'd lie awake at night) Gotta get it together, get it together Gotta get up and fight Glass house Welcome to our glass house Please come in our glass house Welcome in our glass house Don't leave yet Sometimes you can't fix a home that's broke Cause baby, there's too many stones that have been thrown Yeah, yeah, I was young and so fragile Game face, I wear masks now Damon told me to chill out Swear he the best, all hands down He was there when the lights were out Hurricanes had us stressing out Did some things I don't talk about, But all I want is to make him proud Glass house Welcome to our glass house Please come in our glass house Welcome in our glass house Don't leave yet Glass house Welcome to our glass house Please come in our glass house Welcome in our glass house Don't leave yet I'm way too on And this drink in my cup got me thinking heavy 'bout the shit that I've done If ever you thought I was perfect, just know you were wrong Cause I've got plenty of skeletons in the closet at home And maybe you thought that you knew me and maybe you don't give a fuck I'm just hoping you hear this and respect all that I've overcome Cause I love my family to pieces, even when I don't call Especially the ones that aren't here now R.I.P. Mason and Snowball Shoutout to mom Shoutout to Damon Shoutout to Dria Shoutout to Nay Nay I love y'all It's just the beginning...
3.
Hello 03:04
*Hello* You don't see me for who I am God damn, I'm a grown man Wear the pants, make my own damn money I've got bands You don't know me I ain't one of your friends Blonde hair, small frame Kill the game every God damn time I get the chance Don't give me the chance Hello Have you met me ? Hi, hello Tell me everything you know Since you've met me, hi, hello Hi, hello, hi Hello, hey What they say ? I'm going up Outer space Out of space Give me space, man I make my money and go I don't see an one of you hoes writing my flows Been doing this shit since I was like ten I'm not taking no handouts, my pride way too big Tell me how you feel Run up the bill I gotta chill, yeah My friends and my family don't have to ask We take turns paying, we good like that You claim you fuck with us, man, that's a laugh Cause where were you at when we didn't have ? You say something 'bout me again, I'ma have to go in and I don't mean like back to back, yuh Hello Have you met me ? Hi, hello Tell me everything you know Since you've met me, hi, hello Hi, hello, hi Hello Have you met me ? Hi, hello Tell me everything you know Since you've met me, hi, hello Hi, hello, hi (Hello) Heard you got my name all in your mouth Talking 'bout things you don't know about (Hello) Aren't you the one looking for clout ? Nice to meet ya, I'm the one whose name was in your mouth Hello Have you met me ? Hi, hello Tell me everything you know Since you've met me, hi, hello Hi, hello, hi Hello Have you met me ? Hi, hello Tell me everything you know Since you've met me, hi, hello Hi, hello, hi Hello... Hi, hello... Met me, hi, hello... Hello, hello...
4.
Winner 03:28
Nooo Heeey I guess you got everything you wanted I guess this shit was always your plan, damn Whoa, whoa Lied straight to my face on purpose Just so you could see me broken Whoa, nooo Is this what you wanted ? To watch me fall and Take hold of my heart and Kill it If this is your fetish, I'm done entertaining Man, I'm so embarrassed Damn it, damn it Is this how you feel ? Do you feel like a winner ? Do you feel like a winner ? Are you winning ? Is this how you feel ? Do you feel like a winner ? Do you feel like a winner ? Are you winning now ? Are you winning now ? Nooo... You used me to your advantage Know what you did, please don't say it Oh, you're so bold You were lonely, hidden in the closet Until I opened the door and walked in Cold, so cold... You got what you wanted You watched me fall and Took hold of my heart and Killed it Knew this shit would happen I still entertained it Man, I'm so embarrassed Damn it, damn it Is this how you feel ? Do you feel like a winner ? Do you feel like a winner ? Are you winning ? Is this how you feel ? Do you feel like a winner ? Do you feel like a winner ? Are you winning now ? Is this how you feel ? Do you feel like a winner ? Do you feel like a winner ? Are you winning ? Is this how you feel ? Do you feel like a winner ? Do you feel like a winner ? Are you winning now ? Do you feel like a man now ? Do you feel like a man now ? Do you feel like that bitch now Cause you took my heart and broke it ? Do you feel like a man now ? Do you feel like the man now ? Do you think you're that bitch now Cause you took my heart and broke it ? (Broke it, you broke it, nooo, yeah...) Do you feel like a winner ? Do you feel like a winner ? Should I feel like a loser ? Well do you feel like a winner ?
5.
Hey, are we crazy for doing this ? I don't know, I- I just... Can you hold me ? Yeah... Like that...
6.
Proud 05:06
I feel so confident in my skin You make me confident when we're in And I like it better when we sin Cause I'm just so comfortable When you're in In my skin (Skin-in-in-in-in) In my skin (Skin-in-in-in-in) When you're in (In-in-in-in-in-in) In my skin (Skin-in-in-in-in-in) In my heart I know that this ain't forever And we're having fun right now, but what's to come of the future ? So while we've got time, pretend we're together Cause like every other risk, this is now or never Ever So go on and make me proud, proud, proud so go on and make baby proud, proud, proud Go on and make me proud (go on), proud (go on), proud (go on) so go on and make baby proud (go on), proud (go on), proud (go on) So go on and make me proud When you hold me close, your arms around my body You know what you're doing to me, you know I get excited, oh So pick up the pace, pick up the pace I'll help you finish, win the race Feels like we could do this all day But no, baby, this ain't love Don't switch the roles, roles Skin-in-in-in-in (Baby, this ain't love, don't-) (Baby, this ain't love, don't-) Skin-in-in-in-in (Baby, this ain't love, don't-) (Baby, this ain't love, don't switch the-) In-in-in-in-in-in (Baby, this ain't love, don't-) (Baby, this ain't love, don't-) Skin-in-in-in-in-in (Baby, this ain't love, don't-) (Baby, this ain't-) So go on and make me proud, proud, proud so go on and make baby proud, proud, proud Go on and make me proud (go on), proud (go on), proud (go on) so go on and make baby proud (go on), proud (go on), proud (go on) So go on and make me proud Gimme that, gimme that From the front to the back How you do it like that ? Gimme that, gimme that Gimme that, gimme that From the front to the back Why you do me like that ? Gimme that, gimme that Gimme that, gimme that (Gimme that, gimme that) Baby, I've been bad (Baby, I've been bad) Make it feel like crack (Make it feel like crack) Best I ever had (Best I ever had) Gimme that, gimme that (Gimme that, gimme that) From the front to the back (From the front to the back) Know I like it like that (Know I like it like that) Keep driving me mad (Keep driving me...) So go on and make me proud, proud, proud so go on and make baby proud, proud, proud Go on and make me proud (go on), proud (go on), proud (go on) so go on and make baby proud (go on), proud (go on), proud (go on) So go on and make me proud Gimme that, gimme that Baby, I've been bad Make it feel like crack Best I ever had...
7.
Mmm... Go 'head... Yeah... Yuh... 'Member when I had you sending me those pics like this ? 'Member when you used to whisper in my ear like this ? Throw all my fucking money at your bills like this Come home and try to play me like I don't know shit Now I'm the one who's stupid cause I let you slip When I could've took a bat to all your shit But I just played it cool and pled the fifth Said what I don't know won't hurt me, ain't that a bitch ? But I knew What you'd do When you're gone Said, "It's cool" Now I'm done Playing Mr. Nice Guy Ask your side piece why I'm chucking up the peace sign Peace sign You got me fucked up Man, you got me fucked up Oh, so fucked up Damn, you got me fucked up 'Member when I had you calling out my name like that ? Hotel rooms and rendezvous with the ice You were telling me one thing and doing another I'd hate to have to fuck you up, but I will call my cousin I was your black card, black star, shine so bright Bitch, don't you even look at me, you'll go blind And baby, good luck trying to find another ride Cause you'll find your windows smashed, tires slashed inside Cause I knew What you'd do When you're gone Said, "It's cool" Now I'm done Playing Mr. Nice Guy Ask your side piece why I'm chucking up the peace sign Bitch, bye You got me fucked up Man, you got me fucked up Oh, so fucked up Damn, you got me fucked up You got me fucked up Man, you got me fucked up Oh, so fucked up Damn, you got me fucked up You know you fucked up, right ? Boy, you fucked up right You done fucked up right Fucked up...
8.
[Rxbyn:] Mm mm... Mm mm... Mm mm... Mm mm... I've got my mind set on the right things I don't know why, but I'm not satisfied I tell a motherfucker off, then down these pills Cause they expect too much, it gets too real Yeah, but I've gotta put on a show I've gotta hide it some more, smile a bit more Show so much teeth that my cheeks hurt whenever they tell me that I've got it all Ball Do I ? Do I really ? Do I ? Do I really ? Do I really ? No one asks if I'm alright I find myself giving into my Deepest fears and darkest thoughts I try not to cry But boys cry too Boy cries too When they're not 'round you Believe this boy cries too Boy cries too Believe that Believe that (Peej) [Peej:] I was a young boy forced into a young man (young man) Tried to stay in school, play it cool, stick to the game plan (game plan) What I've been through, no one can imagine ('magine) And I cried too cause my mind's like a wasteland And the realest of shit, no matter how much I do spit Happiness comes from within And half the time, I have to force it That's just my day-to-day motion I have the notion that I need some help (I need some help) But what pills gone do that I can't do myself ? (myself) I've cried too (I need some help...) And boys cried too (Stick to the game plan...) And boys cry too [Rxbyn & Peej:] No one asks if I'm alright (And boys cry too) I find myself giving into my (And boys cry too) Deepest fears and darkest thoughts I try not to cry But boys cry too This boy cries too When they're not 'round you (When they're not round you) Just know this boy cries too (When they're not round you...) Boys cries too Believe that [Rxbyn:] You don't have to be big You don't have to be tough You don't have to be loud You don't have to be enough You don't have to be violent You don't have to hide your scars You don't have to be the moon When you're one of the stars...
9.
Stay calm... No, I'm good, I'm good... I'm good... I don't need no help (There's a fight inside my heart...) I said I'm good, aight ? Don't help me ! Don't you fucking help me ! There's a fight inside my- inside my- (All these problems, yeah) Heart... (So tired of all these problems, yeah) Devil in the ring Devil in the ring Tryna get to me He won't get to me He won't get to me He won't... And I've gotta fight him, yeah (There's a fight inside my- inside my... heart...) Yeah... Can we fade that out ? The stacked vocal... Yeah... Love yourself...
10.
Mirror 03:40
Staring at myself And what do I see ? Nothing more than a body Not in love with myself Cause all that I see Are the flaws that you gave me So why love, why love me ? I know I'm difficult, I'm cynical So how come you still want me ? I'm not worthy, am I ? Am I ? Staring at myself, staring back at me I don't trust myself, don't trust what I see I know what I've done, I know who I can be In the dark, when no one's looking So I'm staring at myself and I loathe what I see Don't like what I see When I look into the Mirror, mirror Mirror, mirror Mirror, mirror Mirror, mirror Mirror, mirror Mirror, mirror Mirror, mirror Mirror, mirror I'm a feather in the wind I'm a fragile piece of shit And everything gets to me Because I've been through a lot But I'm the cause of it And perfection just ain't me Yeah, cause I'm the one up in the club Looking for my next victim To blame it all on them, don't put the blame on me Hope they don't see what I see when I'm Staring at myself, staring back at me I don't trust myself, don't trust what I see I know what I've done, I know who I can be In the dark, when no one's looking So I'm staring at myself and I loathe what I see Don't like what I see When I look into the Mirror, mirror Mirror, mirror Mirror, mirror Mirror, mirror (When I look into the) Mirror, mirror Mirror, mirror Mirror, mirror Mirror, mirror (When I look into the...) I'm the one up in the club Looking for my next victim To blame it all on them, don't put the blame on me Hope they don't see what I see I'm the one up in the club -club -the club -up in the club I'm the one- I'm- I'm the one- I-I-I'm the one up in the club -club... -club... -club...
11.
For Krista 03:04
Noo... Ohh... Hey, beautiful It's the way you walk You know you a boss You could have it all Incredible How strong you really are But you put up a wall So you can hide your scars, oh I know he hurt you, but he didn't know what he had And I know you better than you know yourself, girl, that's facts And I see the way that you look in the mirror, so sad That you don't know that You don't know that... You're beautiful You're wonderful You're everything I need and more Y-You're beautiful Y-Y-You're beautiful S-S-So beautiful Hey- Hey, beautiful (Y-You're beautiful Y-Y-You're beautiful S-S-So beautiful Hey- Hey, beautiful) Yeah Hey, girl, tell me what's up Tell me what's wrong, got you messed up Hate it when you hide your tears, emotional Got a little drama with these boys that don't deserve you You ask why they hurt you I wish I could tell you Don't know how to love you You're a queen I know they hurt you, but they didn't know what they had And they don't know nothing, girl, they was just talking out their necks And I know this song probably ain't nothing that you'd expect Cause you don't know that Need you to know that You're beautiful You're wonderful You're everything I need and more Y-You're beautiful Y-Y-You're beautiful S-S-So beautiful Hey- Hey, beautiful You're beautiful You're wonderful You're everything I need and more Y-You're beautiful Y-Y-You're beautiful S-S-So beautiful Hey- Hey, beautiful (Amor de me vida, you know that I need ya) (Amor de me vida, you know that I need ya) (Amor de me vida, you know that I need ya) (Amor de me vida, you know that I need ya) Yeah, beautiful... You're everything I need and more...
12.
I can't love you, mm Even though that's a lie I can't have you, no Even though you were once mine I'm so sick, I'm a mess All my friends, they hate it Tell them leave me here Cause I won't leave you here You chose this for the best All your friends support it They don't want me there Cause I'm no good, they swear And you've got a beautiful, beautiful family And a beautiful, beautiful wife A beautiful, beautiful baby And a beautiful, happy new life, right ? It's unfair the way you pull me in without a care And I swear I'm not trying to follow you everywhere This shit burns in my chest Like this drink I'm sipping I don't even care cause you left me here You broke me and my trust I don't bleed, I'm impressed And maybe you don't care Cause I'm not who you're with You've got a beautiful, beautiful family (family, yeah) And a beautiful, beautiful wife (oh, no, no, no, noo) You've got a beautiful, beautiful baby (baby) And a beautiful, happy new life, right ? (right ?) I'm not just some dumb boy you can hurt And now it's too late to make this right I can watch you put someone else first And I can love you enough to stand by You've got a beautiful, beautiful family (ohhh) And a beautiful, beautiful wife (oh, no, no, no, noo, yeah) You've got a beautiful, beautiful baby (baby) And a beautiful, happy new life, right ? (right) (Baby...) (Wife...)
13.
Mom: Hey, Cory Just checking in to say happy birthday Happy Birthday, dear Cory Happy Birthday to you Dad: Happy Birthday Ja'Cory Happy Birthday Ja'Cory Happy Birthday You should've had your birthday on a payday, Now you'll have to wait till the next one, but I'll get you straight You know I have your back and I'm getting off rhythm, but it's okay Happy birthday to ya, happy birthday to ya Daddy loves you...
14.
Mom & Dad 04:03
Four years old, my sister is three I'm so fragile, it's crazy You let no one hurt me And my big sister's braver than me Ten years old, life's moving so fast San Diego trips are the best You've got work and everything else And I chase dreams, you handle the rest, yeah Mama, don't you know I love you ? You Fifteen years old, things aren't so good You found love like we knew you would But we were wrong, she didn't love you, oh And we watched you fall, no parachute, yeah Eighteen years old, I'm finally done Graduation was all you could want I was yours from the very start And now you've seen the man I've become Papa, you're more than enough too And I love you Twenty-one, I feel all the love And I know that it's been hard enough Mom's not perfect and dad is no saint, oh But I don't want it any other way Mama, don't you know I love you ? You And papa, you're more than enough too And I love you So hold on, cause I owe you so much And what I'll do is take care of you...
15.
*Phone dings* Dad: Go ahead Big Mama: Oh, good morning, Ja'Cory. Happy Birthday. You're getting old, you better watch it. Okay, Big Mama love you. *Laughs* Rxbyn: I love you too. "So today is the day that I finished the first part of my album series and I'm so excited. It's been a long time coming, but 'WNDW' is done. I think I deserve a drink. Oh, I'm so excited. I can't wait for everyone to hear it. It's been such a journey..." I wanna thank you for all you've done for me I wanna say I love you before I have to leave So I'm standing here, I'm telling you I hope you hear me I wanna thank you Cause baby, I love you, you, you, you You, you, you, you You, you, you, you You, you... There's so many people that I owe this journey to. I'm so humbled and I'm so... so ecstatic for this. You, you've got that one love That one love that nobody can touch It moves me, it takes me to places I've never been before So where were you before ? Where were you before ? All of my life, I I prayed for the strength to go on, I I found myself running to you, why ? Cause you are the key to my heart So I love you... Hey, son. This is your mom. I saw you called me a little bit earlier, I was in JCPenny with your grandmother. Call me back when you get a chance. I love you, have a good day. Hey, cousin. It's Denzel. I didn't want anything, I was just checking on you. You know, I ain't heard from you in a minute, so... just give me a call back. Love you. Cory... this is your mother... why are you still sleeping ? Hey, Ja'Cory, is everything okay ? Please call me back Hey, b. It's Krista, a.k.a. Amor de mi vida. And I was calling to tell you that you're a blessing and you're my best friend and we're getting married and I love you and yes. Okay, bye. Hey, soulmate. Just letting you know I made it home okay. Love you, have a great night. What's going on, man ? It's Peej. Uh, just got off of work, don't know what yo ass is doing. Making music, probably sleeping. Yo ass always sleeping. So just uhh... hit me back. Alright, bye. Yeah, yeah Do you know what you mean to me ? Do you know that you're royalty ? In my heart, you'll forever be Left your mark like a legacy All of my life, I I prayed for a love that doesn't lie Now here I am, right by your side Cause you've got the key to my heart, yeah Mmm... yeah... I just wanted to call and let you know that I love you. I know we've both been busy, but I miss you. Call me when you get a chance, I love you. Bye. Hey, Ja'Cory, it's Trysten. I was just calling to see what you were doing. Umm... call me back when you get this. Okay, love you, bye. Um, Ja'Cory Lavine, Ja'Cory Cortillian Lavine, I have no idea where you are, I'm looking for you everywhere at the Spot. Umm... I need you to... show up somewhere because if not, I'm gonna have to beat your ass so call me back ! Bye, love you ! Hey, it's Tiffany. Call me back, love you. Hey, what's good, Robin Hood ? Uh, you should give me a call so we can hang out cause I haven't seen you in 30 years. Yeah... So give me a call... a callll or a text... shoot it to me... By the way, this was Matt. Hey, Cory. Um, just wanted to call because, you know, I'm bored and I wanted to see what you were doing. But... hit me back up, love you. Hey, Dudda. It's Nay. Just calling to see what you're doing, man. Uh, I'm proud of you. Freaking love you, man. Go 'head and bust ass because if you don't, I'ma talk all type of shit. I'm just letting you know this right now. I can't help it, but love you so... (Thank you, I love you) (Thank you, I love you) (Thank you, I love you) (Thank you, I love you) I love you... Thank you... This is just... The beginning... So stay tuned...

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Serving as his debut album, 2019’s 'WNDW' is Rxbyn’s first official attempt at giving the world a glimpse at who he really is, both as an artist and a human being. Following the minor success of his previous EP, 'B.E.D.' (which was released under his previous stage name, Cortéz), Rxbyn experienced a bit of a struggle maintaining an image in the spotlight as detailed in episode one of his web series, 'WNDW Diaries'. Rxbyn trades the blonde hair and electronically-produced bubblegum pop music for something a little darker and more authentic.

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released January 25, 2019

Artist: Rxbyn
Featured Artist(s): Peej & TianaTheGemm
Writer(s): Ja'Cory Lavine, PJ Cowan, Tiana Darling
Executive Producer: Ja'Cory Lavine
Mixed and Mastered by: Ja'Cory Lavine
Engineered by: Ja'Cory Lavine
Composed by: Ja'Cory Lavine
Vocals: Ja'Cory Lavine
Background Vocals: Ja'Cory Lavine & PJ Cowan
Additional Vocals: Bernadette Lavine, Elan Sparks, Dane Nguyen, Matthew Mancuso, Shelby Neal, Tiffany Alpentzou, Vanessa Mayorga, Trysten Alcala, Stephanie Bermudez, Krista Villarreal, Denzel Fontenot, Ja'Nay Worsham, Fadria Lavine, Frederick Lavine, Rhodessia Hemphill, Tiana Darling, PJ Cowan
Vocal Production: Ja'Cory Lavine
Art Direction and Design by: Ja'Cory Lavine
Photography By: Octavia Garcia

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