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WNDW: 5th Anniversary Edition

by Rxbyn

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Intro (2024) 01:22
[Instrumental] Don't leave yet
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Daddy was a no show And mommy was a hustler And we could've had a happy home If only he could stay off the drugs Dria was too young And Nay Nay saw it all too much And I was just a child When He said Papa's time was up Glass house Welcome to our glass house Please come in our glass house Welcome in our glass house Don't leave yet I'm 16 and we're homeless Cause step daddy walked out Tryna cope with all this stress But the cries were too loud, yeah I'm hiding my tears, I'm trying to pray But it just kept feeling like no one was listening So I'd lie awake at night Gotta get it together, get it together Gotta get up and fight Glass house (House) Welcome to our glass house (House, yeah) Please come in our glass house Welcome in our glass house Don't leave yet Sometimes you can't fix a home that's broke Cause baby, there's too many stones that have been thrown Yeah, yeah I was young and so fragile Game face, I wear masks now Damon told me to chill out Swear he the best, all hands down He was there when the lights were out Hurricanes had us stressing out Did some things I don't talk about But all I want is to make him proud (I'm sorry) Glass house Welcome to our glass house Please come in our glass house Welcome in our glass house Don't leave yet Glass house Welcome to our glass house Please come in our glass house Welcome in our glass house Don't leave yet I'm way too on And this drink in my cup got me thinking heavy 'bout the shit that I've done And if ever you thought I was perfect, just know you were wrong Cause I've got plenty of skeletons in the closet at home And maybe you thought that you knew me, and maybe you don't give a fuck I'm just hoping you hear this and respect all that I've overcome Cause I love my family to pieces, even when I don't call Especially the ones that aren't here now R.I.P. Mason and Snowball Shoutout to mom Shoutout to Damon Shoutout to Dria Shoutout to Nay Nay I love y'all It's just the beginning
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Hello (2024) 03:04
You don't see me for who I am Got damn, I'm a grown man Wear the pants, make my own damn money I've got bands You don't know me (know me, know me) I ain't one of your friends Blonde hair, small frame, kill the game Every got damn time I get the chance (Rxbyn) Don't give me the chance (Rxbyn) Hello (Yeah) Have you met me? Hi, hello Tell me everything you know Since you've met me, hi, hello Hi, hello Hi Hello, hey (Hey) What they say? I'm going up, outer space Out of space, give me space, man I make my money and go I don't see an' one of you hoes Writing my flows Been doing this shit, man Since I was like ten I'm not taking no handouts My pride way too big (Tell me how you feel) (Run up the bill, I've gotta chill, yeah) Yuh My friends and my family don't have to ask We take turns paying, we good like that You claim you fuck with us Man, that's a laugh 'Cause where were you at when we didn't have? You say something 'bout me again I'ma have to go in And I don't mean like 'Back to Back', aye Hello (Hello, hello) Have you met me? Hi, hello (Aye) Tell me everything you know (Nice to meet ya, mm) Since you've met me, hi, hello (Since you've met me, hi) Hi, hello (Since you've met me, hi) Hi Hello Have you met me? Hi, hello (Hello, hi, hello) Tell me everything you know Since you've met me, hi, hello Hi, hello (Hello) Hi (Hello) Heard you got my name all in your mouth Talking 'bout things you don't know about (Hello) Aren't you the one looking for clout? Nice to meet ya, I'm the one whose name was in your mouth Hello (Aye, aye) Have you met me? Hi, hello Tell me everything you know Since you've met me, hi, hello Hi, hello (Hello) Hi Hello Have you met me? Hi, hello (Hello) Tell me everything you know (Ohh) Since you've met me, hi, hello (Everything you know) Hi, hello (Hello) Hi (Hi, hello) Hello Hi, hello Met me, hi, hello Hello, hello
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No Hey, yeah I guess you got everything you wanted I guess this shit was always your plan, damn Whoa, whoa Lied straight to my face on purpose Just so you could see me broken Whoa, no Is this what you wanted? To watch me fall and Take hold of my heart and Kill it If this is your fetish I'm done entertaining Man, I'm so embarrassed Damn it, damn it Is this how you feel? Do you feel like a winner? Do you feel like a winner? Are you winning? Is this how you feel? Do you feel like a winner? Do you feel like a winner? Are you winning now? Are you winning now? No, oh You used me to your advantage Know what you did, please don't say it Oh, you're so bold You were lonely, hidden in the closet Until I opened the door and walked in Cold, so cold You got what you wanted You watched me fall and Took hold of my heart and Killed it Knew this shit would happen I still entertained it Man, I'm so embarrassed Damn it, damn it Is this how you feel? Do you feel like a winner? Do you feel like a winner? Are you winning? Is this how you feel? Do you feel like a winner? Do you feel like a winner? Are you winning now? Is this how you feel? Do you feel like a winner? Do you feel like a winner? Are you winning? Is this how you feel? Do you feel like a winner? Do you feel like a winner? Are you winning now? Do you feel like a man now? Do you feel like a man now? Do you feel like that bitch now? 'Cause you took my heart and broke it Do you feel like a man now? Do you feel like a man now? Do you think you're that bitch now? 'Cause you took my heart and broke it Broke it, broke it (Do you feel like a winner?) (Do you feel like a winner?) Whoa, ah Yeah (Should I feel like a loser?) (Well do you feel like a winner?)
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Hey Are we crazy for doing this? I don't know, I- I just... Can you hold me? Yeah, like that
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Proud (2024) 05:04
I feel so confident in my skin You make me confident when we're in And I like it better when we sin 'Cause I'm just so comfortable when you're in In my skin (Skin) In my skin (Skin) When you're in (In) In my skin (Skin) [Verse 2] In my heart, I know that this ain't forever And we're having fun right now But what's to come of the future? Oh So while we've got time, pretend we're together 'Cause like every other risk, this is now or never Ever [Chorus] So go on and make me proud Proud, proud So go on and make baby proud Proud, proud So go on and make me proud (Go on) Proud, proud (Go on, go on) So go on and make baby proud (Go on) Proud, proud (Go on, go on) So go on and make me proud [Verse 3] When you hold me close, your arms around my body You know what you're doing to me You know I get excited, oh So pick up the pace, pick up the pace I'll help you finish, win the race You like the way I say your name Feels like we could do this all day But no, baby, this ain't love Don't switch the roles Roles Baby, this ain't love, don't (Skin) Baby, this ain't love, don't sw- Baby, this ain't love, don't (Skin) Baby, this ain't love, don't switch the Baby, this ain't love, don't (In) Baby, this ain't love, don't sw- Baby, this ain't love, don't (Skin) Baby, this ain't love, don't switch the [Chorus] So go on and make me proud Proud, proud So go on and make baby proud Proud, proud (Proud, hey) So go on and make me proud (Go on, hey) Proud, proud (Go on, hey; go on, oh) So go on and make baby proud (Go on, ow) Proud, proud (Go on, like that; go on, hey) So go on and make me proud (So go and) [Bridge] Give me that, give me that (Give me that) From the front to the back (Give me that, give me that) How you do it like that? (Hey) Give me that, give me that (Ohh) Give me that, give me that From the front to the back (From the front to the back) Why you do me like that? (Why you do me like that?) Give me that, give me that (Give me that, give me) [Breakdown] Give me that, give me that (Give me that, give me that) Baby, I've been bad (Baby, I've been bad) Make it feel like crack (Make it feel like crack) Best I ever had (Best I ever had) Give me that, give me that (Give me that, give me that) From the front to the back (From the front to the back) Know I like it like that (Know I like it like that) Keep driving me mad (Keep driving me) [Chorus] So go on and make me proud (Proud) Proud, proud (Ohh, yeah) So go on and make baby proud (Ow) Proud, proud (Hey) So go on and make me proud (So go and; give me that, give me that) Proud (Go on; from the front to the back) Proud (Go on; how you do me like that? hey, hey) So go on and make baby proud (Go on; give me that, give me that) Proud (Go on; from the front to the back) Proud (Go on; keep doing it like that) So go on and make me proud (Hey, like that, there) [Outro] Give me that, give me that Baby, I've been bad Make it feel like crack Best I ever had
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Mm Go 'head Yeah, yuh 'Member when I had you sending me those pics like this? 'Member when you used to whisper in my ear like this? Throw all my fucking money at your bills like this Come home and try to play me like I don't know shit Now I'm the one whose stupid 'cause I let you slip When I could've took a bat to all your shit But I just played it cool and pled the fifth Said what I don't know won't hurt me Ain't that a bitch? But I knew what you'd do When you're gone Said, "It's cool" Now I'm done Playing Mr. Nice Guy Ask your side piece why I'm chucking up the peace sign Peace sign (Ahh shit) You got me fucked up (Aye, aye, aye, skrt) Man, you got me fucked up (Aye, aye, aye, yuh) Oh, so fucked up (Mm) Damn, you got me fucked up (Go 'head) (Oh, uh) (Uh-oh, oh, uh-uh) 'Member when I had you calling out my name like that? (Like that) Hotel rooms and rendezvous with the ice (With the ice) You were telling me one thing and doing another I'd hate to have to fuck you up, but I will call me cousin I was your black card, black star, shine so bright Bitch, don't you even look at me, you'll go blind And baby, good luck trying to find another ride 'Cause you'll find your windows smashed, tires slashed inside 'Cause I knew what you'd do ('Cause I know what you do) When you're gone (When you're gone) That ain't cool (That ain't cool) Now I'm done Playing Mr. Nice Guy Ask your side piece why I'm chucking up the peace sign Bitch, bye (Ahh shit) You got me fucked up (Aye, aye, aye, skrt) Man, you got me fucked up (Aye, aye, aye, yuh, you got me) Oh, so fucked up (You got me, mm) Damn, you got me fucked up (Go 'head, you got me) (Ahh shit) You got me fucked up (Aye, aye, aye, skrt) Man, you got me fucked up (Aye, aye, aye, yuh, got me fucked up) Oh, so fucked up (Oh, so fucked up; mm) Damn, you got me fucked up (Go 'head; you know you fucked up right?) You know you fucked up, right? Boy, you fucked up right You done fucked up right Fucked up
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Mm, mm Mm, mm Mm, mm Mm, mm Mm I've got my mind Set on the right things, I Don't know why But I'm not satisfied, I Tell a motherfucker off then down these pills 'Cause they expect too much, it gets too real, yeah But I've gotta put on a show I've gotta hide it some more Smile a bit more Show so much teeth that my cheeks hurt Whenever they tell me that I've got it all Ball Do I? Do I really? Do I? Do I really? Do I really? No one asks if I'm alright, I Find myself giving into my Deepest fears and darkest thoughts, I Try not to cry, but boys cry too Boy cries too When they're not 'round you Believe this boy cries too Boy cries too, believe that (Believe that) (Peej) I was a young boy, forced into a young man (Young man) Tried to stay in school, play it cool, stick to the game plan (Game plan) What I've been through, no one can imagine ('magine) And I cried too cause my mind's like a wasteland And the realest of shit, no matter how much I do spit Happiness comes from within And half the time I have to force it That's just my day-to-day motion I had the notion that I need some help (I need some help) But what pills gone do that I can't do myself? (Myself) I cried too (I need some help, I need some help) And boys cry too (Stick to the game plan) (Stick to the game plan, stick to the game plan) And boys cry too No one asks if I'm alright, I (And boys cry too) Find myself giving into my (Boys cry too) Deepest fears and darkest thoughts, I Try not to cry, but boys cry too This boy cries too When they're not 'round you (When they're not 'round you) Just know this boy cries too (When they're not 'round you) Boys cry too Believe that You don't have to be big, you don't have to be tough You don't have to be loud, you don't have to be enough You don't have to be violent, you don't have to hide your scars You don't have to be the moon when you're one of the stars
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Stay calm No, I'm good, I'm good I'm good I don't need no help (There's a fight inside my heart) I said I'm good, aight? Don't help me! Don't you fucking help me! There's a fight inside my, inside my (All these problems, yeah) Heart (So tired of all these problems, yeah) Devil in the ring Devil in the ring Tryna get to me He won't get to me He won't get to me He won't And I've gotta fight him, yeah (There's a fight inside my, inside my... heart) Yeah Can we fade that out? The stacked vocal Yeah Love yourself
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Staring at myself and what do I see? Nothing more than a body, not in love with myself 'Cause all that I see are the flaws that you gave me So why, love? Why love me? I know I'm difficult, I'm cynical So how come you still want me? I'm not worthy, am I? Am I? Staring at myself, staring back at me I don't trust myself, don't trust what I see I know what I've done, I know who I can be In the dark when no one's looking So I'm staring at myself and I loathe what I see Don't like what I see When I look into the Mirror, mirror Mirror, mirror Mirror, mirror Mirror, mirror Mirror, mirror Mirror, mirror Mirror, mirror Mirror, mirror I'm a feather in the wind I'm a fragile piece of shit And everything gets to me because I've been through a lot But I'm the cause of it And perfection just ain't me 'Cause I'm the one up in the club Looking for my next victim To blame it all on them Don't put the blame on me Hope they don't see what I see When I'm Staring at myself, staring back at me I don't trust myself, don't trust what I see I know what I've done, I know who I can be In the dark when no one's looking So I'm staring at myself and I loathe what I see Don't like what I see When I look into the Mirror, mirror Mirror, mirror Mirror, mirror Mirror, mirror (When I look into the) Mirror, mirror Mirror, mirror Mirror, mirror Mirror, mirror (When I look into the) I'm the one up in the club Looking for my next victim To blame it all on them, don't put the blame on me Hope they don't see what I see I'm the one up in the club Club, the club, up in the club I'm the one, I'm- I'm the one I-I-I'm the one up in the club Club, club, club
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No, ohh Hey, beautiful It's the way you walk You know you a boss You could have it all Incredible How strong you really are But you put up a wall So you can hide your scars, oh I know he hurt you, but he didn't know what he had And I know you better than you know yourself, girl, that's facts And I see the way that you look in the mirror, so sad That you don't know that You don't know that You're beautiful You're wonderful You're everything I need and more You're beautiful You're beautiful So beautiful Hey, beautiful (Y-You're beautiful Y-Y-You're beautiful S-S-So beautiful Hey, hey, beautiful) Yeah Hey, girl, tell me what's up Tell me what's wrong, got you messed up Hate it when you hide your tears, emotional Got a little drama with these boys that don't deserve you You ask why they hurt you I wish I could tell you Don't know how to love you You're a queen I know they hurt you, but they didn't know what they had (Know what they had) And they don't know nothing, girl, they was just talking out their necks (Ohh) And I know this song probably ain't nothing that you'd expect Cause you don't know that (It's a shame) Need you to know that (It's a shame) You're beautiful You're wonderful (Wonderful) You're everything (Everything, yeah) I need and more You're beautiful (You're beautiful) You're beautiful (You're wonderful) So beautiful (You're everything) Hey, beautiful You're beautiful You're wonderful You're everything I need and more Y-You're beautiful Y-Y-You're beautiful S-S-So beautiful Hey- Hey, beautiful (Amor de me vida, you know that I need ya) (Amor de me vida, you know that I need ya) (Amor de me vida, you know that I need ya) (Amor de me vida, you know that I need ya) Yeah, beautiful You're everything I need and more
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I can't love you, mm Even though that's a lie I can't have you, no Even though you were once mine I'm so sick, I'm a mess All my friends, they hate it Tell them leave me here 'Cause I won't leave you here You chose this for the best All your friends support it They don't want me there 'Cause I'm no good, they swear And you've got a beautiful, beautiful family And a beautiful, beautiful wife A beautiful, beautiful baby And a beautiful, happy new life, right? It's unfair The way you pull me in without a care, yeah And I swear I'm not trying to follow you everywhere, yeah This shit burns in my chest Like this drink I'm sipping I don't even care 'Cause you left me here You broke me and my trust I don't bleed, I'm impressed And maybe you don't care 'Cause I'm not who you're with You've got a beautiful, beautiful family (Family, yeah) And a beautiful, beautiful wife (Oh no, no, no, no) A beautiful, beautiful baby (Baby) And a beautiful, happy new life, right? (Right?) I'm not just some dumb boy you can hurt And now it's too late to make this right I can watch you put someone else first And I can love you enough to stand by You've got a beautiful, beautiful family (Ohh) And a beautiful, beautiful wife (Oh no, no, no, no) A beautiful, beautiful baby (Baby) And a beautiful, happy new life, right? (Life) Baby, baby Wife
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[Mom:] Hey, Cory Just checking in to say happy birthday Happy Birthday, dear Cory Happy Birthday to you [Dad:] Happy Birthday Ja'Cory Happy Birthday Ja'Cory Happy Birthday You should've had your birthday on a payday Now you'll have to wait 'til the next one But I'll get you straight You know I have your back And I'm getting off rhythm But it's okay Happy birthday to ya Happy birthday to ya Daddy loves you
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Four years old, my sister is three I'm so fragile, it's scary You let no one hurt me And my big sister's braver than me Ten years old, life's moving so fast San Diego trips are the best You've got work and everything else And I chase dreams, you handle the rest, yeah Mama, don't you know I love you? You Fifteen years old, things aren't so good You found love like we knew you would But we were wrong, she didn't love you, oh And we watched you fall, no parachute, yeah Eighteen years old, I'm finally done Graduation was all you could want I was yours from the very start And now you've seen the man I've become Papa, you're more than enough too And I love you Twenty-one, I feel all the love And I know that it's been hard enough Mom's not perfect and dad is no saint, oh But I don't want it any other way Mama, don't you know I love you? You And papa, you'e more than enough too And I love you So hold on 'Cause I owe you so much And what I'll do Is take care of you
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Dad: Go ahead Big Mama: Oh, good morning, Ja'Cory. Happy Birthday. You're getting old, you better watch it. Okay, Big Mama love you *Laughs* Rxbyn: I love you too Rxbyn: "So today is the day that I finished the first part of my album series and I'm so excited. It's been a long time coming, but WNDW is done. I think I deserve a drink. Oh, I'm so excited. I can't wait for everyone to hear it. It's been such a journey..." I wanna thank you for all you've done for me I wanna say I love you before I have to leave So I'm standing here, I'm telling you I hope you hear me I wanna thank you Cause baby, I love you, you, you, you You, you, you, you You, you, you, you You, you Rxbyn: "There's so many people that I owe this journey to." Rxbyn: "I'm so humbled and I'm so... so ecstatic for this." You, you've got that one love That one love that nobody can touch It moves me, it takes me to places I've never been before So where were you before? Where were you before? All of my life, I I prayed for the strength to go on, I I found myself running to you, why? Cause you are the key to my heart So I love you... Mom: Hey, son. This is your mom. I saw you called me a little bit earlier, I was in JCPenny with your grandmother. Call me back when you get a chance. I love you, have a good day Denzel: Hey, cousin. It's Denzel. I didn't want anything, I was just checking on you. You know, I ain't heard from you in a minute, so... just give me a call back. Love you Elán: Cory... this is your mother... why are you still sleeping? Dane: Hey, Ja'Cory, is everything okay? Please call me back Krista: Hey, b. It's Krista, a.k.a. Amor de mi vida. And I was calling to tell you that you're a blessing and you're my best friend and we're getting married and I love you and yes. Okay, bye Stephanie: Hey, soulmate. Just letting you know I made it home okay. Love you, have a great night Peej: What's going on, man? It's Peej. Uh, just got off of work, don't know what yo ass is doing. Making music, probably sleeping. Yo ass always sleeping. So just uhh... hit me back. Alright, bye Yeah, yeah Do you know what you mean to me? Do you know that you're royalty? In my heart, you'll forever be Left your mark like a legacy All of my life, I I prayed for a love that doesn't lie Now here I am, right by your side Cause you've got the key to my heart, yeah Mmm, yeah Shelby: I just wanted to call and let you know that I love you. I know we've both been busy, but I miss you. Call me when you get a chance, I love you. Bye Trysten: Hey, Ja'Cory, it's Trysten. I was just calling to see what you were doing. Umm... call me back when you get this. Okay, love you, bye Vanessa: Um, Ja'Cory Lavine, Ja'Cory Cortillian Lavine, I have no idea where you are, I'm looking for you everywhere at the Spot. Umm... I need you to... show up somewhere because if not, I'm gonna have to beat your ass so call me back! Bye, love you! Tiffany: Hey, it's Tiffany. Call me back, love you Matthew: Hey, what's good, Robin Hood? Uh, you should give me a call so we can hang out cause I haven't seen you in 30 years. Yeah... So give me a call... a callll or a text... shoot it to me... Fadria-Lynn: Hey, Cory. Um, just wanted to call because, you know, I'm bored and I wanted to see what you were doing. But... hit me back up, love you Ja'Nay: Hey, Dudda. It's Nay. Just calling to see what you're doing, man. Uh, I'm proud of you. Freaking love you, man. Go 'head and bust ass because if you don't, I'ma talk all type of shit. I'm just letting you know this right now. I can't help it, but love you so... (Thank you, I love you) (Thank you, I love you) (Thank you, I love you) (Thank you, I love you) I love you, thank you This is just the beginning So stay tuned
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Riding 'round town Top down, music loud Singing with my head out the window It's in the past now, everything you did Don't matter if I don't know When I looked at me, I used to see A broken boy, but that's not me I'm more than what you made of me I hope you see That I've got a reason to smile 'Cause the last time That you pushed me, I couldn't get up I've got a reason to smile 'Cause the last time That you hurt me, it was all my fault Now I have recovered And I'm doing better Taught myself how to love me (I've got a reason to smile) 'Cause the next time That you need me, I won't pick up (I've got a reason to smile) Hey, yeah Yeah I packed a bag Left everything that was trash Made sure I left a note on the pillow (No) That said, "I'm leaving that ass And I ain't coming back" I left the house key at the back door (Hey) When you looked at me you used to see (Hey) A desperate toy, so you played with me (So you played with me) Mom ain't raise a fool, you see (No, whoa) So I'm so sorry (Sorry) That I've got a reason to smile (Smile) 'Cause the last time That you pushed me, I couldn't get up (No) I've got a reason to smile 'Cause the last time (Oh) That you hurt me, it was all my fault (Ahh) Now I have recovered And I'm doing better Taught myself how to love me (Yeah, yeah) (I've got a reason to smile) 'Cause the next time That you need me, I won't pick up (I've got a reason to smile) And now I see all the beauty in the world around me And I'm finding you were only temporary So it's your loss, your loss 'Cause now you're lost, you're lost, yeah 'Cause you lost someone who really loved you Now I am set free (Oh) And I've got a reason to smile To smile (Ooo) I've got a reason to smile (Yeah) 'Cause the last time That you pushed me, I couldn't get up I've got a reason to smile (Ohh) 'Cause the last time That you hurt me, it was all my fault (Yeah) Now I have recovered And I'm doing better Taught myself how to love me (How to love me, yeah) I've got a reason to smile 'Cause the next time That you call me, I won't pick up (I won't pick up) Riding 'round town Top down, music loud Singing with my head out the window
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Wake up every morning tryna get that bank Say hello to my friends, but they some fakes Don’t understand why they some snakes In the city, I run it, but I parade Drop bombs everywhere, hand grenades I see my niggas wanna stunt, escapades (Escapades, escapades) We out here, making moves like we on the tractor All the money that I made, I keep attached All the money that you made, you keep a fraction Got this mic in my hand, I been attracted Niggas dapping, don’t dap me, no dap or shake Ass, make it clap, she’s a flapper Say hello then goodbye, I’m on with that one You talk shit, you’ll split, no picture frame Keep a good head on my shoulder to be sane Gotta bob and weave nowadays Please don’t be in my face like a centerfold I’m tryna keep the page Swerve so much, tryna keep my lane (Hello) (Swerve so much, tryna keep my lane) (Since you've met me, hi, hello) (Hi, hello) (Hi) Hello, hey (Hey) What they say? I'm going up, outer space Out of space, give me space, man I make my money and go I don't see an' one of you hoes Writing my flows Been doing this shit, man Since I was like ten I'm not taking no handouts My pride way too big (Tell me how you feel) (Run up the bill, I've gotta chill, yeah) Yuh My friends and my family don't have to ask We take turns paying, we good like that You claim you fuck with us Man, that's a laugh 'Cause where were you at when we didn't have? You say something 'bout me again I'ma have to go in And I don't mean like 'Back to Back', aye Hello (Hello, hello) Have you met me? Hi, hello (Aye) Tell me everything you know (Nice to meet ya, mm) Since you've met me, hi, hello (Since you've met me, hi) Hi, hello (Since you've met me, hi) Hi Hello Have you met me? Hi, hello (Hello, hi, hello) Tell me everything you know Since you've met me, hi, hello Hi, hello (Hello) Hi (Hello) Heard you got my name all in your mouth Talking 'bout things you don't know about (Hello) Aren't you the one looking for clout? Nice to meet ya, I'm the one whose name was in your mouth Hello (Aye, aye) Have you met me? Hi, hello Tell me everything you know Since you've met me, hi, hello Hi, hello (Hello) Hi Hello Have you met me? Hi, hello (Hello) Tell me everything you know (Ohh) Since you've met me, hi, hello (Everything you know) Hi, hello (Hello) Hi (Hi, hello) Hello Hi, hello Met me, hi, hello Hello, hello
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Just Do It 04:11
I don’t wanna feel like my time has been wasted Heart is shaken And I don’t wanna pay for my crimes I’d rather fake it Progress slipping But you already know how you feel (So say it) And I just wanna know if it’s real (So do it) Why don’t you kiss me in the rain? Ahh, just do it And why don’t you take me all the way? Ahh, just take it I’m so tired of guessing your mind Just tell me what you want tonight Why don’t you just take me away? Do it, do it, do it I don’t wanna feel like your touch is forbidden Keep it hidden So why’d you have to steal my love? You won’t give it back And you tried to find someone new Someone to give this love to But old love can’t be recycled That’s one lesson I’ve learned too (Yes, this is real, accept it) So why don’t you kiss me in the rain? Ahh, just do it And why don’t you take me all the way? Ahh, just take it I’m so tired of guessing your mind Just tell me what you want tonight Why don’t you just take me away? Do it, do it, do it You tried to find someone new Someone to give this love to But old love can’t be recycled You tried to find someone new Someone to give this love to But old love can’t be recycled You tried to find someone new Someone to give this love to But old love can’t be recycled This one lesson I’ve learned too You tried to find someone new Someone to give this love to But our love can’t be recycled It’s like gold Why don’t you kiss me in the rain? Ahh, just do it And why don’t you take me all the way? Ahh, just take it (Ohh, yeah) I’m so tired of guessing your mind Just tell me what you want tonight Why don’t you just take me away? (Me away, yeah) Do it, do it, do it (Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh) Why don’t you kiss me in the rain? Ahh, just do it (Ooo) Why don’t you take me all the way? Ahh, just take it I’m so tired of guessing your mind (Ah, break me down) Just tell me what you want tonight Why don’t you just take me away? (Take me all the way) Do it, do it, do it (Just do it) Do it
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You thought I forgot, but I didn’t Wait a minute, motherfucker Where you going? I ain’t playing, I’m on a mission I still have lots of shit to say I’ma start talking You had me fucked up, thought I was dying I dropped an album and had you crying You said “It’s all love”, I said “you tripping” In case you thought that we were friends Let me repeat it I’m still mad at the fact that you hurt me Still mad that I wrote you a song Still mad that you didn’t deserve me Still mad that I knew all along So I’ma turn up in this bitch Go off on this shit Let all of my feelings go Still mad at the fact that you hurt me So mad that I held on so long I’m still- I’m still- I’m still- I’m still- Agh Took a break from all you bitches Didn’t feed you, let you starve You hoes ain’t eating Don’t waste my time, that shit is precious Don’t play with me, play with that new bitch’s feelings You had me twisted, you had me bent Was in my feelings, but fuck that shit I was so angry and I still am It’s gon' take a minute to get over it ‘cause I’m still mad at the fact that you hurt me Still mad that I wrote you a song Still mad that you didn’t deserve me Still mad that I knew all along So I’ma turn up in this bitch Go off on this shit Let all of my feelings go Still mad at the fact that you hurt me So mad that I held on so long I’m still- I’m still- I’m still- I’m still- Agh
20.
Lessons 04:10
Mmm They said, “Start your life" "Don’t let this place consume you” They said, “Do it right" "And leave it all behind you” I have unfinished business I will miss all of my friends What if something bad happens I can’t get through? He said, “Free your mind" "You overthink things too much” He said, “Take your time" "Not everything has a reason” I’ve been conditioned to know Everything there is to know So I don’t like thinking I don’t know you Ahh What they say, what they say? They tell me who to be What if I’m already free? Ahh Do I stay, do I leave? Will I drown if I breathe? This shit is stressing me I’ve gotta trust myself and live my life for me This is a lesson, another life lesson Ignore the clock while I just go my own speed This is a lesson, another life lesson So live it up for me (Lesson, lesson) (Lesson, lesson) (Lesson, lesson) Cause I’ma make mistakes (Lesson, lesson) (Lesson, lesson) (Lesson, lesson) So live it up for me (Lesson, lesson) (Lesson, lesson) (Lesson, lesson) No more playing it safe (Lesson, lesson) (Lesson, lesson) (Lesson, lesson) So live it up for me So live it up for me, me, me I thought, “It’s okay" "Maybe it’s time to fall again” What a big mistake I almost lost my best friend I was falling down And then I hit the ground What do I do now? I let my judgment take me over Thinking someday when I get older I’ll have the memories to hold on to But I let the wrong things shape my future Surrounded myself with losers Now I can see the truth Ahh What they say, what they say? They tell me who to be But what if I’m already free? Ahh Do I stay, do I leave? Will I drown if I breathe? This shit is stressing me I’ve gotta trust myself and live my life for me This is a lesson, another life lesson Ignore the clock while I just go my own speed This is a lesson, another life lesson So live it up for me (Lesson, lesson) (Lesson, lesson) (Lesson, lesson) Cause I’ma make mistakes (Lesson, lesson) (Lesson, lesson) (Lesson, lesson) So live it up for me (Lesson, lesson) (Lesson, lesson) (Lesson, lesson) No more playing it safe (Lesson, lesson) (Lesson, lesson) (Lesson, lesson) So live it up for me I’ll live it up for me
21.
[Part I: Beef] Yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah Yeah I can hear ‘em talking ‘bout me But I don’t beef with anybody Oh, you mad? Why don’t you say something? Step up to me if you really about it I just rolled up in your city Nothing but haters around me They don’t approve Of nothing I do But they in the back of the backseat I didn’t come up into money I don’t need no one to like me But I’m on the move Respect what I do 'Cause everything else don’t mean nothing Can’t beef with me if you hating on me If you lack purpose, if you know you lonely Your money hurting and you sleep, dreaming (You ain’t moving forward, bitch, you backpedaling) You see me coming and your eyes rolling I see you, bitch, but I’m still balling My people riding, you still walking Called that a diet, but you still starving, yeah I can hear ‘em talking ‘bout me But I don’t beef with anybody Oh, you mad? Why don’t you say something? Step up to me if you really about it I can hear ‘em talking ‘bout me, yeah But I don’t beef with anybody Oh, you mad? Why don’t you say something? Step up to me if you really about it Yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah Yeah [Part II: Out] Can I just wake up, just one day Without all the bullshit in my face? Wish I could block it out like “Man, I’m straight” I don’t need to hear anything Not today, yeah I just want silence ‘Cause I feel like I’m insane Tell me where to go ‘Cause I don’t feel at home I don’t want anymore There’s too much going on Tell me where to go ‘Cause I don’t feel at home I can’t take this no more There’s just too much going on There’s just too much going on, on, on
22.
Bad Guy 03:55
2 am I’m at your door, knocking Oh, I’m so mad, I’m livid And you, you You’re impressive You’re passive aggressive You’re manipulative Oo, oo But you know when to push me and when to not And I know when you’re taking subliminal shots But I’ll be the bad guy if you like I’m the Joker, you’re the Dark Knight Don’t forget to tell them I tried And you can be the hero if you want Try to save me, but please don’t Cause you’re the reason I’ve gone rogue I’ll be the bad guy If you want me Be the bad guy If you need me I’ll be the bad guy Cause you’re lonely Be the bad guy Since you “love” me (Bad guy) When we go out It’s like you’re not around You act like you’re too good To chill, yeah You talk your shit But you won’t stand by it And when confronted, you play victim Damn And you know when to push me and when to not And you know you’ve been taking subliminal shots But I’ll be the bad guy if you like I’m the Joker, you’re the Dark Knight Don’t forget to tell them I tried And you can be the hero if you want Try to save me, but please don’t Cause you’re the reason I’ve gone rogue I’ll be the bad guy If you want me Be the bad guy If you need me I’ll be the bad guy Cause you’re lonely Be the bad guy Since you “love” me (Bad guy) You know, it really didn’t have to come to this I mean, I’m so not the type to call someone out publicly, but You just don’t know when to stop, do you? So this is a word of advice If you’re gonna talk about your “friends” and their flaws You should probably make sure they don’t know all of yours, yeah But I’ll be the bad guy since you want me to be But this is the last time I’m addressing this situation Love isn’t hiding your issues from your friends And then talking about them behind their backs So speak up or shut up (I’ll be the bad guy) (B-b-bad guy) (B-b-b-bad guy) (B-b-b-bad guy) (Since you “love” me) Bad guy I’m playing the villain Just like you want me to
23.
Mm Go 'head Yeah, yuh 'Member when I had you sending me those pics like this? 'Member when you used to whisper in my ear like this? Throw all my fucking money at your bills like this Come home and try to play me like I don't know shit Now I'm the one whose stupid 'cause I let you slip When I could've took a bat to all your shit But I just played it cool and pled the fifth Said what I don't know won't hurt me Ain't that a bitch? But I knew what you'd do When you're gone Said, "It's cool" Now I'm done Playing Mr. Nice Guy Ask your side piece why I'm chucking up the peace sign Peace sign (Ahh shit) You got me fucked up (Aye, aye, aye, skrt) Man, you got me fucked up (Aye, aye, aye, yuh) Oh, so fucked up (Mm) Damn, you got me fucked up (Go 'head) (Oh, uh) (Uh-oh, oh, uh-uh) 'Member when I had you calling out my name like that? (Like that) Hotel rooms and rendezvous with the ice (With the ice) You were telling me one thing and doing another I'd hate to have to fuck you up, but I will call me cousin I was your black card, black star, shine so bright Bitch, don't you even look at me, you'll go blind And baby, good luck trying to find another ride 'Cause you'll find your windows smashed, tires slashed inside 'Cause I knew what you'd do ('Cause I know what you do) When you're gone (When you're gone) That ain't cool (That ain't cool) Now I'm done Playing Mr. Nice Guy Ask your side piece why I'm chucking up the peace sign Bitch, bye (Ahh shit) You got me fucked up (Aye, aye, aye, skrt) Man, you got me fucked up (Aye, aye, aye, yuh, you got me) Oh, so fucked up (You got me, mm) Damn, you got me fucked up (Go 'head, you got me) Shh... Hit 'em, T The love was unconditional Feigning like it's medicinal We do this everyday and we argue like it's a ritual Back and forth, we pulling and tugging and always fighting Is you messing with somebody? I can tell that you lying If I'm a burden, let me go If I'm too much, let me know I don't deal with no scandals cause I'm too grown for that Sent you a letter, but they getting old like some artifacts And you don't hit my line no more and you don't text me back And you done blocked me on them sites and I'm so fucking mad Was it real? Was it lies? You got me, but I don't cry Poured my heart to a glass and sip it just like some wine You was my baby, though I had to let that baby go And it's back to reality and you know you got me So fucked up Beyond messed up So fucked up (Beyond messed up) (Ahh shit) You got me fucked up (Aye, aye, aye, skrt) Man, you got me fucked up (Aye, aye, aye, yuh, you got me) Oh, so fucked up (You got me, mm) <i>(In the trap like-)</i> Damn, you got me fucked up (Go 'head, you got me) (Ahh shit) You got me fucked up (Aye, aye, aye, skrt) Man, you got me fucked up (Aye, aye, aye, yuh, got me fucked up) Oh, so fucked up (Oh, so fucked up; mm) Damn, you got me fucked up (Go 'head; you know you fucked up right?) You know you fucked up, right? Boy, you fucked up right You done fucked up right Fucked up
24.
Generous 03:06
Yo, yeah, yo Uh, look, look They disrespecting me They say they love me so I’ll do what they want Then abandon me Even my family, what kind of family? They testing me They acting like I ain’t been doing my part Got the best of me I don’t need the attitude, b I’ll chop ‘em up like Chan did I’ll cut it, OT Genesis I’ll cut her off like Camp did Like Drake did That’s my biz I’m skrrting off with no tint in See everything while I talk shit Them second chances? I don’t give Sun shades on while I blast this I’m just the wrong kind of generous I’m way too nice to ya But nobody gives a fuck Till you fuck ‘em up I’m just the wrong kind of generous They don’t deserve my love But I’m way too generous Too generous So I’ma be Unbothered, unbothered Unbothered, unbothered Unbothered, unbothered So I’ma be Unbothered, unbothered Unbothered, unbothered Unbothered, unbothered Fuck that shit, done with it Cold like ice when I step in They get lit, uh Every single time I tell these bitches what I gotta do How I gotta do it, when I’m tryna have it They don’t take me serious, kinda curious, delirious I’m being serious Don’t you know I got a million opinions I’m hearing, I’m thinking, I’m sinking Wonder why you never see me no more? I’m working Let me have this, fuck the madness I’m a savage, don’t you know, bitch? I’ve been hiding it Wonder where the whip at? I’ve been driving it Let me bring it on back to some vibey shit Tell the truth, you love drama Playbill the shit When I start saying “no”, you’ll be mad at it Mad at me? Tough tit, I don’t give a shit I don’t give a shit, I don’t give a shit, nah I’m just the wrong kind of generous I’m way too nice to ya But nobody gives a fuck Till you fuck ‘em up I’m just the wrong kind of generous They don’t deserve my love But I’m way too generous Too generous So I’ma be Unbothered, unbothered Unbothered, unbothered Unbothered, unbothered So I’ma be Unbothered, unbothered Unbothered, unbothered Unbothered, unbothered (Unbothered) (So I'ma be) Generous, generous, generous Generous, generous Generous, generous, generous Generous, generous Generous, generous, generous Generous, generous Generous, generous, generous Generous, generous Yeah, yeah Generous, generous, generous Unbothered Yeah, yeah
25.
If I could go back and do it all over again, I would I wouldn’t suffocate you, just let it all be good But I was crazy and I didn’t love you like I could And then you hurt me when you found someone to love you like I should I was crazy and maybe I deserved all that I got Wasn’t worthy, undeserving And maybe it was best to just stop It was my fault ‘cause I wasn’t who you wanted me to be And my friends called and they told me that you weren’t the one for me But I knew the truth, I knew it was you But I know I messed that up a long time ago It was my fault ‘cause I don’t think I could be who you need Honestly (It was my fault...) If I could go back, I’d never tell you how I really felt There would be nothing to tell, I’d fall in love with myself But I was impulsive and I thought I knew the future well But I was so wrong, I didn’t know nothing else I was crazy and maybe I deserved all that I got Wasn’t worthy, undeserving And maybe it was best to just stop It was my fault ‘cause I wasn’t who you wanted me to be And my friends called and they told me that you weren’t the one for me But I knew the truth, I knew it was you But I know I messed that up a long time ago It was my fault ‘cause I don’t think I could be who you need Honestly (It was my fault...) Oh, there’s so many lies I told myself, yeah And oh, now I realize it wasn’t real Thought that you were the problem Tried my best to solve it But I should’ve turned the finger to myself It was my fault ‘cause I wasn’t who you wanted me to be And my friends called and they told me that you weren’t the one for me But I knew the truth, I knew it was you But I know I messed that up a long time ago It was my fault ‘cause I don’t think I could be who you need Honestly (It was my fault, it was my fault) (It was my fault, it was my fault) (It was my fault, it was my fault) (It was my fault) Yeah, ahh
26.
I was just tripping Keys in the ignition Ready to start driving All has been forgiven I'm chilling, just cruising It's 3 in the morning I'm losing my vision The rain starts to pour and I put the car on cruise I put the car on cruise control Then I start to let go I'll steer if I want I turn the music up I turn the music up loud as it goes I let my mind just roam I know I'll get caught I feel it in the air Come save me if you dare Or would you even care If I haunt you down everywhere? When I went for the keys You didn't chase after me And I know that this isn't fair But I'll haunt you down everywhere I was caught up in All that you had said and I know that you meant it Every part of it So yeah, I went driving I turned on the lights and I started to drift and I think I wanted this I turn my cellphone off And then I throw it out the window So I don't feel your calls Don't wanna be saved So now I'm seconds away So now I'm seconds away from gone With no last words I wrote So don't you come find me I feel it in the air (I feel it in the air) Come save me if you dare (Come save me if you dare) Or would you even care (Would you even care?) If I haunt you down everywhere? (Haunt you down) When I went for the keys (When I went for the keys) You didn't chase after me (Chase after me) And I know that this isn't fair (No, I'm not being fair) But I'll haunt you down everywhere (Haunt you down everywhere) (So don't come and find me) So don't come and find me I feel it in the air Come save me if you dare (Come save me if you dare) Or would you even care If I haunt you down everywhere? (If I haunt you down everywhere) When I went for the keys (When I went for the keys) You didn't chase after me (You didn't chase after me) And I know that this isn't fair (I'm not being fair) But I'll haunt you down everywhere (Haunt you down everywhere) Where (But I'll haunt you down everywhere) Or would you even care? If I haunt you down everywhere (But I'll haunt you down everywhere)
27.
Stay Down 03:14
I've been sitting here for hours (Tryna weigh all the good, find me a reason to stay) Feel like I'm a coward (Tryna pray you don't hurt me again, just like you say) Do you really love me? (Or do you plan to just stray after all the games you played?) Then why am I still lonely? (Guess it's the price that I pay for wanting you to want me) Sounds like rain when you come in Feels like thunder when you're leaving I was as pure as a virgin You broke me in and now I'm breaking You take my heart when you walk out 'Cause you know I won't open my mouth You pull me back to the ground But it's your pain that makes me stay down Maybe if I cry, then you'll see that you hurt me Maybe if I stick around, you'll see my loyalty I know what love is , but I guess you don't It's more than this, more than a kiss Blowing up my phone You never check on me when it gets cold And it's getting old You're a house of cards, I'm about to fold And I hope you know I know that you're not the best for me So don't wait up for me when I leave 'Cause you ain't gone see Sounds like rain when you come in Feels like thunder when you're leaving I was as pure as a virgin You broke me in and now I'm breaking You take my heart when you walk out Cause you know I can't open my mouth You pull me back to the ground But it's your pain that makes me stay down (Down for you) (Down for you) (Down for you) It's the pain that makes me stay down (Down for you) (Down for you) (Down for you) It's the pain that makes me stay down, down, down (Down for you) (Down for you) (Down for you) It's the pain that makes me stay down, ohh (Down for you) (Down for you) (Down for you) It's the pain that makes me stay down I've gotta leave, I've gotta go I've gotta leave, gotta go home I've gotta leave, I've gotta go I've gotta leave, leave you alone I've gotta leave, I've gotta go I've gotta leave, gotta go home I've gotta leave, I've gotta go I've gotta leave, leave you alone
28.
Sleep 04:30
Someone wake me up when it’s done I don’t wanna hear a thing about problems, it’s no fun Someone wake me up when it’s done I don’t care about apologies, sorries don’t mean none No, no I just wanna sleep, sleep, sleep, sleep I just wanna sleep, sleep, sleep, yeah Yuh Sorry for the bad guy Didn’t wanna be the bad guy But you made me the bad guy So how’d you flip it this time, yuh We got in a fight Left a mark above my eye I tried to deny it But the fault was always mine, yuh Back against the bedroom wall Don’t fall cause you might not get up after all Guess I couldn’t get enough Don’t trust cause you might just give away too much Someone wake me up when it’s done I don’t wanna hear a thing about problems, it’s no fun Someone wake me up when it’s done I don’t care about apologies, sorries don’t mean none No, no I just wanna sleep, sleep, sleep, sleep I just wanna sleep, sleep, sleep, yuh I just wanna sleep, sleep, sleep, sleep I just wanna sleep, sleep, sleep, yuh I don’t wanna play victim I can’t say that I don’t miss the Rough times, the adrenaline rush Body on me like the heat of the sun You gave me some good times I gave you a goodbye And you are not the bad guy You just don’t know how to act right, yeah (Asleep I fall to get away from it all) I regret it, regret it, I Should’ve stayed, should’ve worked it out Pressure, feel it weighing down Maybe things would be different now Someone wake me up when it’s done I don’t wanna hear a thing about problems, it’s no fun Someone wake me up when it’s done I don’t care about apologies, sorries don’t mean none No, no I just wanna sleep, sleep, sleep, sleep I just wanna sleep, sleep, sleep, yuh I just wanna sleep, sleep, sleep, sleep I just wanna sleep, sleep, sleep, yuh I’ve been depressed for years I’ve been depressed for years I’ve been depressed for years I’ve been depressed for years
29.
Bite Me 04:39
Tick, tock, tick Tick, tock, tick Tick, tock, tick Tick, tock, tick Tick, tock, tick Tick, tock, tick Tick, tock, tick Tick, tock Let me tell you a story ‘bout a Boy who’s incapable of love I could lie and say he didn’t need it But that wouldn’t change the outcome It’s just a matter of time I figured I Would be alone someday It’s just a matter of time I realized I’m gonna die one day And I know it all will come back and bite me I’ve expected it to come back and bite me So I’m not afraid, not afraid Not afraid, not afraid Not afraid, not afraid N-n-not afraid, not afraid Not afraid, not afraid Not afraid, not afraid Not afraid, not afraid Not afraid, not afraid... Okay, he was a little bit broken Said things he should not have spoken He ruined the things that he needed I guess he’s just fucked up in the head It’s just a matter of time I figured I Would be alone someday It’s just a matter of time I see the signs I’ve ruined everything And I know it all will come back and bite me Yeah, I’ve expected it to come back and bite me So I’m not afraid, not afraid Not afraid, not afraid Not afraid, not afraid Not afraid, not afraid (Of being alone) Not afraid, not afraid Not afraid, not afraid Not afraid, not afraid (Alone) Not afraid, not afraid Not afraid, not afraid Not afraid, not afraid Not afraid, not afraid Not afraid, not afraid Not afraid, not afraid Not afraid, not afraid Not afraid, not afraid Of being alone (Not afraid, not afraid...) Tick, tock, tick Tick, tock, tick Tick, tock, tick Tick, tock, tick Tick, tock, tick Tick, tock, tick Tick, tock, tick Tick, tock

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Serving as his debut album, 2019’s 'WNDW' is Rxbyn’s first official attempt at giving the world a glimpse at who he really is, both as an artist and a human being. With this 5 Year Anniversary Edition, Rxbyn has remixed and remastered each of the tracks from the original version of the record as well as a whole new set of songs that elaborate on the original story, giving a fresh new face and sound to a familiar and timeless body of work.

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released January 25, 2024

Writer(s) - Ja'Cory Lavine, PJ Cowan, Tiana Darling
Executive Producer - Ja'Cory Lavine
Mixing Engineer(s) - Ja'Cory Lavine, Noel Ruiz Jr.
Mastering Engineer - Ja'Cory Lavine
Composer - Ja'Cory Lavine
Lead Vocals - Ja'Cory Lavine, PJ Cowan & Tiana Darling
Background Vocals - Ja'Cory Lavine & PJ Cowan
Additional Vocals - Bernadette Lavine, Elan Sparks, Dane Nguyen, Matthew Mancuso, Shelby Neal, Tiffany Alpentzou, Vanessa Mayorga, Trysten Alcala, Stephanie Bermudez, Krista Villarreal, Denzel Fontenot, Ja'Nay Worsham, Fadria Lavine, Frederick Lavine, Rhodessia Hemphill, Tiana Darling, PJ Cowan
Vocal Production - Ja'Cory Lavine
Art Direction and Design - Ja'Cory Lavine
Additional Photography - Teylor Bonner; Rennob Photography

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